5 months ago today...my world was turned upside down..the love of my life left our home on April5, 2010 to help a "friend" with her car that she said was broke down on a dirt rd just 5 min from our home. he never returned...she and 3 others waited on him and beat him to death that night. they robbed him and took him to another location and left him. then took my car to yet another location and burned it. he was missing for a week before his friends finally found him. they believe he was alive when he was left out there. he had 3 children and 1 have 2. they are forever without their daddy and step-daddy and i without my other half. my children are scared to stay in my home for fear that these evil people will come in here and get them. all 4 of the people that did this have finally been charged with 1st degree murder. they have only had 1 court date so far. this will be a very long, draining, emotional trial...i am sure. i am, of course, a witness for the state and will have to sit face to face with all of them. our lives will never ever be the same. he was our sole provider, that was my car that was burned because his truck wasn't running. his family took that as soon as he died because it was in their name. they somehow blame me for all of this. i love that man with all my heart and i am very lost without him. some days i don't know how i'm going to go thru tomorrow without him. i have no money, no car, my kids are scared to come home each day. all this because 4 people were selfish...they just got a few hundred dollars...and took a wonderful man away from his family.